Current mood:	crappy
Current music:	Wicked Game

53 Hours..

"I can't explain what I feel but I know it's for real..."

Heh.. I was talking to Dettling.. And part of our conversation went something like this..

Me: I haven't seen/talked to him in 53 hours..
Dettling: You've counted the hours?
Me: Yes.
Dettling: You really do love him, don't you?
Me: Mm hmm..

Yes, I'm pathetic. Blow me, 'cause I don't care. This weekend is going to suck hardcore.

I'm so moody. It's like I'm on my period, but Dettling said it was understandable.

Tiff was here today though.. And we talked to DJ, Ricky, Aaron, Kenny and Troy. Troy came to my window tryna get us to go out in the show. Hell.. No. We played guitar a lot though.

I showed her how to read tabs..

Sammi couldn't come over though.. Which didn't help.. But I figured that'd happen, 'cause I know how the roads are by her house. It's cool, I guess. But it'd help if I actually had something to do to occupy my thoughts and everything.

I.. Think I'm going to quit.. Heh.. It probably won't work out that well. But I still have alcohol. Go me!..

Jenn called me.. Kinda cheered me up.

And I had this sub today.. That had jalapenos[sp?] on it. Oohhh shit, it burnt, hah.

I dunno, man.. I need something to do.. And typing in this definitely isn't helping. I'm going to go watch some funny movies..

Then play some guitar.

Yeah man! I learned some new songs today! Go me! -once again-

Then.. Take a lot of Tylenol PM [not to overdose, stupid] so that I sleep all day tomorrow.

I miss you.. Only 3 more days left.. -.-

God dammit! "Wicked Game" just came on.. >.<;;;;